Here I am again. Staring at a screen. Feeling as blank as the page in front of me.
I think I stopped blogging because I wasn’t being entirely truthful in my writing. Well, I was being truthful – but maybe I was leaving stuff out. The hard stuff. The shitty, face in a pillow and screaming stuff. The stuff that feels like it’s taking up 90% of your life.
Are all four year old’s un-mitigating horror shows? I feel bad saying anything negative but it’s been such a struggle recently – literally in some cases, I have the bite marks and scratches to prove it.
Currently we are attempting time outs and reward charts, and not reacting to explosions in temper. It only happens with us, so we’re hoping it’s not some deep rooted behavioural issue.
It’s just so exhausting. Wish us luck.
Anyway – in other news I’m finishing work next week. Stay at home mum, here I come. No excuses not to keep up the writing then!